I’m tetchy today.
“What’s up with you now?” asks long-suffering Esther, with barely concealed irritation. Actually, it’s not concealed at all.
“I’m wearing all the wrong clothes” I mutter. I imagined that when I left the house, I would be wearing something understated and quietly elegant, that looks “nice”. Instead, everything feels ill-fitting and uncomfortable. Looking back, I think it’s my brain that’s ill-fitting.
Everything is annoying me.
“Pathetic little mummy’s boy” I snarl at Devo, who is curled up in luxury on the sofa, gumming Lisa’s dressing gown like a blissful baby. PAH!
Under my breath, I mutter “I wish I could do that”
Babies are lucky bastards. Every need is catered for; every spiky thing is rounded off. How can the rest of life compete with that?
You start off a baby and you end up that way too, said Shakespeare. The older you get, the more you end up needing your bum wiping and your food mashing up for you.
Lisa and Esther are getting utterly despondent about having to clean their Gromy’s house every week.
Last time they went, Lisa said;
“It’s about time for your electric chair, isn’t it?”
What she meant (of course?) was a mobility scooter. But what her Freudian slip meant was a lethal piece of furniture.
Esther and her cousin, Britney, were chatting about Gromy yesterday after tea. Me and her boyf Justin sat in bemused silence.
“I reckon she’ll live to be 100” said Brit,
“If she lives past 100, I’m killing myself” says Esther resolutely. “It’s me or her.”
“Don’t worry, if she reaches 100, I’ll take over” reassures Britney.
After this had been decided, we moved on to ghost stories. The tension is building. We’ve had some high quality tales so far. I decide to mine the rich vein of odd things my mum has told me.
“My mum once slept in a hotel built on a Victorian pet cemetery”, I start,
“But she didn’t find that out till the morning after her dream…”
I am forced to abandon the story because everyone is laughing at me. I try a new one.
“Oh, and she saw the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse in the park near her dad’s house…Oh, wait, it was only one of them…”
I have to abandon that one too. These are meant to be scary not funny, god-damn-it. I give up.
I am temporarily distracted by The Whistling Man of Sharrowvale. Every so often, when me and Esther are sat in bed, we hear a funny repeated whistle out there in the street. First of all, we assumed it was a little old man who was too shy to call his dog by name, and was whistling his pet in for the night. How sweet, we thought.
However, I saw him a few days later and he is a young, blonde haired, sporty man that walks along and whistles sharply and nervously every 30 seconds along the way.
Esther has decided that he has Whistle Tourettes. Now we know this, it is really tempting to whistle back and see what happens.
I think she has Thought Tourettes- she just can’t stop thinking out loud. It really is a problem.